Mama used to cry, I ain’t forget that
Eviction notices, where the rent at?
I was just a kid feelin’ big stress
Swore one day I’ma fix that
Friends switched sides for some petty fame
Same ones yellin’ my fuckin’ name
But when I was broke, where the hell y’all came?
Now I’m up, shit don’t feel the same
Lost my brother to a cold cell block
Phone calls short, time don’t stop
He say “Lil bro, just make it out”
But this pain too heavy to talk about
I was starin’ at the ceiling, pissed
Ask God why He deal me this
Tryna stay strong but I’m feelin’ weak
Every damn night I barely sleep
(Bridge – Vulnerable)
And I’m tired of bein’ strong for everybody
Who the fuck gon’ hold me?
If I break down, who notice?
If I fade out slowly?
(Verse 2 – Street & Aggressive)
I done seen envy turn love to hate
Seen real ones turn fake for a plate
Had to cut ties, couldn’t hesitate
‘Cause that snake shit seal your fate
Money up but my mind still dark
Got a big house, still feel no spark
Bought new chains but my chest still scarred
All this ice can’t fix my heart
PTSD when I hear that sound
Still duck low when shit go down
Made it out but I’m still that child
Just richer now with a broken smile
Fuck the fame, I want peace instead
All this stress in my fuckin’ head
If I ever fall, just let it be said
I gave my all ‘til I bled, I bled