nothing at all

(soft ambient pads, distant guitar plucks, vinyl crackle, filtered vocal chops)

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Verse 1

Late nights, staring at the ceiling again

Same thoughts running circles in my head

I say I’m fine, but I don’t know when

That started meaning something I said

I tried to move on, tried to stay busy

Tried to forget your face

But every quiet moment finds me

Thinking about the space you left

Pre-Chorus

I don’t talk about it, I just let it fade

Or at least that’s what I tell myself

But when the lights go low and the noise breaks

I’m alone with somebody else

Chorus

If loving you means nothing at all

Then why does it feel like everything?

I let you go just to watch me fall

Still hear your voice when it’s quiet in me

If I’m better off with nothing at all

Why do I miss you when I breathe?

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(beat drops out halfway, reverb guitar melody, low bass swell, background vocal hums)

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Verse 2

I see you in the corner of my eye

In strangers I’ll never know

Every song sounds like a goodbye

Every road feels like home

I packed your things but kept the silence

Folded up in my chest

You said time would help me heal it

But time just made it hurt like this

Pre-Chorus

I don’t hate you, I just don’t know

How to unfeel what was real

I keep pretending I’m letting go

But I don’t know how to heal

Chorus

If loving you means nothing at all

Then why does it feel like everything?

I let you go just to watch me fall

Still hear your voice when it’s quiet in me

If I’m better off with nothing at all

Why do I miss you when I breathe?

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Bridge

Maybe I loved you more than I should

Maybe I stayed too long

If losing you was for my good

Why does it feel so wrong?

I replay words I never said

Like they might change the end

But all I have is what we were

And who I am without you then

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Final Chorus

If loving you means nothing at all

Then why am I breaking again?

I built these walls just to watch them fall

Every time I say your name

If I’m supposed to feel nothing at all

Why does it still feel the same?

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(stripped drums, fading guitar, distant reversed vocals, slow filter-out)