Yeah
Yeah
Funny being famous
And you still broke,bitch!
Dead-eyed stare when I wake up,
Ash in my lungs, got the reaper on my wake-up,
Mind full of noise, every thought like a breakdown,
I don’t need saving, just space from the fake love.
Raised by the night, taught pain how to talk,
Every step heavy, hear the past when I walk,
Bottle half-empty, soul half-gone,
I don’t chase death, but it’s been tagging along.
I been rotting in my head, yeah I know it’s a mess,
Self-hate on repeat, no reset, no rest,
Everybody preaching “heal,” don’t know where I’m at,
I’m just tryna make it through the night intact.
(Hook)
I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna feel,
Mind stays violent but my heart still real,
Lost in the static, blood in the pen,
I write my sins just to breathe again.
I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna break,
World stay cold, I adapt to the hate,
Still here, still feral, teeth clenched tight,
I survive outta spite every goddamn night.
Voices get loud when the lights go low,
Every thought feels sharp like a throat full of glass,
I don’t talk peace, I talk coping,
Barely holding but I’m still coasting.
Drugs ain’t heroes, they just slow the bleed,
Temporary silence for permanent needs,
I know the cost, yeah I pay it in sleep,
Trade my dreams just to stay on my feet.
I don’t flex scars, I don’t glorify pain,
But I won’t lie, yeah it carved my name,
In the walls of my skull, in the lines of my face,
I learned how to breathe in a fucked-up place.
(Hook)
I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna feel,
Mind stays violent but my heart still real,
Lost in the static, blood in the pen,
I write my sins just to breathe again.
I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna break,
World stay cold, I adapt to the hate,
Still here, still feral, teeth clenched tight,
I survive outta spite every goddamn night.
(Bridge)
No halo, no horns, just a soul on edge,
One bad thought from the ledge in my head,
But I stay grounded in the weight of the truth,
I’m not clean, I’m not saved, I’m just choosing to move.
Every breath is a middle finger to fate,
Every verse proof I ain’t dig my grave,
I don’t need hope wrapped pretty in lies,
I just need today to not eat me alive.
Final verse, voice raspy, heart still beats,
I ain’t healed, but I refuse defeat,
If I fall, it won’t be quiet or clean,
I’ll leave my mark in the noise in between.
(Hook – Final)
I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna feel,
Mind stays violent but my heart still real,
Lost in the static, blood in the pen,
I write my sins just to breathe again.
I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna break,
World stay cold, I adapt to the hate,
Still here, still feral, teeth clenched tight,
I survive outta spite every goddamn night.
Outro:
Yeah…
Not healed.
Not holy.
Just here.
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