Not Myself Anymore

Verse 1

Woke up wearing someone else’s skin,

A borrowed voice, a counterfeit grin.

My shadow twitches like it wants to run,

But I’m nailed to the floor by what I’ve become.

Pre‑Chorus

Mirrored screams of a different name —

I’m losing track of exactly who’s to blame.

Chorus

I’m not myself anymore —

I’m the cracked mask you tore.

Glitching in the code you wrote,

The sinking weight in your hollow throat.

I’m not myself anymore,

But maybe I never was before.

Verse 2

I feel the skewer crawling up my spine,

Warning signs that keep yelling “mine.”

Speechless as the words don’t land —

Like they’re written by an unfamiliar hand.

Pre‑Chorus

Every truth I touch turns cold —

I’m slipping out of what I’m told.

Chorus

I’m not myself anymore —

I’m the crack in the mask you tore.

Glitching in the code you wrote,

The sinking weight in your hollow throat.

I’m not myself anymore,

But maybe I never was before.

Bridge

Burning this version down,

Will the real me make a sound?

Or am I just jabbering in a war

Between who I am and who I was before?

Final Chorus

I’m not myself anymore,

I’m done being what you’re asking for.

If I break, I’ll break on my own terms —

Let the old me rot while the new me burns.