Did I fall in love with a man?

Sunrise paints the cornfield gold, another day begins

Twenty years I've lived this mold, washed away my sins

Or so I thought, till you walked by, with dirt upon your boots

A spark caught fire in my eye, from deep down to my roots

You were barely sixteen springs, all muscle, sweat, and grace

Heard the mockingbird still sings, in this forgotten place.

Oh, this country heart is torn and frayed, by a love I can't deny

Every touch we've ever made, sends shivers to the sky

How can I tell my darlin' wife, the truth that's growing bold

That this old farmer's changing life, wants a hand for me to hold?

Not a woman's soft embrace, but a man's strong, rough touch

I'm lost in this forbidden space, needing you so much.

Those farmer's arms, so brown and lean, could hold me oh so tight

Against the barn, a secret scene, beneath the moonless night

I felt your hands around my throat, a thrill I’d never known

As your rhythm rose, a fervent note, making my desires groan

You pounded deep, a primal beat, into my very core

I rode on top, with flying feet, screaming out your name for more

Didn't care that you were small, your fire burned so bright

You gave me your authentic all, bathed me in your light.

Oh, this country heart is torn and frayed, by a love I can't deny

Every touch we've ever made, sends shivers to the sky

How can I tell my darlin' wife, the truth that's growing bold

That this old farmer's changing life, wants a hand for me to hold?

Not a woman's soft embrace, but a man's strong, rough touch

I'm lost in this forbidden space, needing you so much.

The tractor hums, the cattle low, but I hear only you

Whispering secrets, soft and low, what's a country man to do?

This ain't just some wild fling, a moment in the hay

This feeling makes my spirit sing, and steals my breath away

How do I say, "I love a dick," when she expects a man

To keep his path straight, strong, and quick, in this God-fearing land?

My world's turned upside down, it's true, but I've never felt so free

This burning passion, wild and new, means everything to me.

Oh, this country heart is torn and frayed, by a love I can't deny

Every touch we've ever made, sends shivers to the sky

How can I tell my darlin' wife, the truth that's growing bold

That this old farmer's changing life, wants a hand for me to hold?

Not a woman's soft embrace, but a man's strong, rough touch

I'm lost in this forbidden space, needing you so much.

Yeah, needing you so much, my boy, beneath the rising sun

My whole life's been a different joy, now my real life has begun.

Oh, what will the morning bring? I just don't know yet.

But your memory makes my spirit sing, a love I can't forget.