I look at you now .
I see the pain in yours eyes. The struggle in your heart . I see deeper than most do. I see a heart that wants to be healed and loved so deep it seems not possible. A love only an angel would know.
He smiles through the pain. They tell him he has to put on a show for the cameras. He feels as if he's not allowed to hurt. His heart is broken he feels nobody truly cares about him. I'm seeing you for the first time. I looked at you a million times for the first time I see you without a mask. So much pain. You are an angel with broken wings a halo with no light.
Tired of being used .People being so fake needs someone real not make believe. Someone to hug him because they truly love him. Someone who truly cares how he feels. Don't get confused about what love obsession is not love. Someone who cares about his opinion.
The light in you has went out everyone has let you down. He wants someone he knows truly loves him so he can be himself not a shell of who he is. He feels alone .
You need to be healed you need what's real. Take your power back. We all get haunted by the past letting go is a must. Be brave your real is on its way. Be strong. Don't run from the one God sends. Cast evil out it's no longer needed. Let God's light help you. She will restore the faith in you to make you become the man and father you need to be .learn to forgive. Let her help you .God would never lead you astray. Take care of yourself.