6 A.M.

6 a.m. on a Saturday morning

Kissing you into a new day

There’s nothing I would trade

Look at everything we have made

The smell of lavender

And leather

Filling the air

Nothing can compare

Looking at you in that thin

Wavy dress

Always trying to impress

I love everyday

I get to spend with my forever love

I act crazy around you

Like I was drugged

But everything ends at the end of the day

I’ve done everything right

But the hand that feeds you

You still bite

Everything I’ve done

I guess it wasn’t enough

Being with me must of been tough

Is this what you call love

I’ve gone through the trouble

I’ve gone through the pain

But I’m tired of it

Staying with you has been a drain

I thought love was supposed to easy

Almost like a dream

Like I’m walking on clouds

Building a bond

And to expect our wrongs

We’re supposed to be in this together

Making each other better

But you made it hard

When you decided this was the end

I’ll never trust not again

You wanted to leave

You listened to your friends

more than me

You believed there lies

So you left me on

The by and by

We had a piece of string

holding us together

But you cut it

Late nights

Deep conversations

The fire was there

Then one day

You just didn’t care

It’s like you planned it

Why take my love

When you demanded

On running away

Acting like everything was ok

Why not take what I give

One day you’ll miss it

I loved you everyday I lived

Why act like it was a game

If you made up the rules

And had the cheat codes

Then changed the difficulty mode

Loving you was a load

I did the most

You couldn’t even

Give a compliment

All the pain

And suffering

Treating me like I was nothing

Does any of it make sense

There wasn’t even a trend

We would fix things for a day

Then you’d brake my heart again

By the end the love was gone

Just pain and divide

Every time you lied

Sitting in this dark room of mine

Thinking of the times

Every time I cried

Looking in the mirror

Seeing all we built

Diminish

But I claimed the reward

From loving you

A lesson

I’ll never forget

my last regret

Was loving me

Putting you in debt

But I think I get it

You never cared

Just keeping up appearances

For your friends

Just to get me to bend

Over backwards

For you

And I had no clue

Just a fool

Taken advantage of

I was your polished tool

This twisted feeling in my chest

The stabbing pain of betrayal

I sat with the shadows

Drank my sorrows

Borrowed

A smile everyday

Just to trick my family

From the pain

Of what was actually happening

This tragic feeling

Of sadness

And hurt

I can’t comprehend

but I still remember

6 a.m. on a Saturday morning

Kissing you into a new day

There’s nothing I would trade

(Hahahahahaha)

Oh Yea

6 A.M.