I don’t know what to say right now
……what to say to you,
Hope you made it through,
I don’t know whyyyyyyyyy-,
(I don’t know whyyyyyyyyy…..)
Yeah-
Baby say my name like you used to,
Tell me that I’m nothing, then go lie just like you used to,
Rewrote the script—played the victim like I abused you.
I guess I knew the price of that hand…..
Even when i didn’t want it, you went off on the gram,
Tryna make it seem like im the reason shit was going left,
Ain’t nobody hear my side, they assumed that I was all that,
Making problems, causing scenes, tell me what you call that?
Wish I woulda listened when they told me I should fall back,
Now I’m all alone, damn-I wish you would just call back,
All cap,
Missing me ain’t ever gonna solve that,
……….And missing you ain’t never gonna bring peace
[hook]
I don’t know what to say right now
……what to say to you,
Hope you made it through,
I don’t know whyyyyyyyyy-,
(I don’t know whyyyyyyyyy…..
Thought you said I’d never be shit, now I’m climbing,
Still think about you every night, wont deny the shit,
Wanted love—but got reminders of all my traumas,
Now I’m thriving, still wondering if you gon ever call up…
Just to say sorry.
Shit-Or maybe I will.
But silence seems louder than the man you tried to kill.
[verse 2]
Fuck-
First of all-I hope you’ll always know how much I loved you,
Second up-I hope you’ll find some help for things you did,
Fuck the next one,
You had me second guessing things I said,
Like I always knew that you would be the one to make me miserable for being true-(on everything),
I can’t believe that I was thinking wedding rangs,
This letter came,
Told me how I gotta pay for playing games,
But I guess that’s what I get for always playing in your flames,
…………………Now you throwing dirt on my name
[hook]
I don’t know what to say right now
……what to say to you,
Hope you made it through,
I don’t know whyyyyyyyyy-,
(I don’t know whyyyyyyyyy…..
Thought you said I’d never be shit, now I’m climbing,
Still think about you every night, wont deny the shit,
Wanted love—but got reminders of all my traumas,
Now I’m thriving, still wondering if you gon ever call up…
Just to say sorry.
Shit-Or maybe I will.
But silence seems louder than the man you tried to,-kill.