[Intro]
Silent tears fallin', nights are so cold
Lost in this shadow, stories unsold
A father's heart heavy, searching for grace
Hoping for tomorrow, praying for my place
[Verse 1]
Memories haunt me like ghosts in my mind
The breaks in my life, so hard to unwind
My children’s faces, etched deep in my soul
Wishing I could fix what I broke, make it whole
[Pre-Chorus]
But I’m caught in a battle, spinning out of control
Fighting these demons, trying to save my soul
Love outweighs the darkness, I swear I can see
A way to mend this shattered family tree
[Chorus]
Hold on,shae I love you more than words can say
Every day I’m wishing I could wipe these tears away
This house of broken promises, I want to rebuild
Save myself before I’m permanently sealed
[Verse 2]
My addiction’s a prison, chains I can’t break
Feeling the weight of every mistake I make
I see your innocent eyes, I cry for my shame
How I wish I could shield you, take away your pain
[Pre-Chorus]
But I’m fighting these shadows, lost in the fight
Hoping tomorrow will bring me some light
Love for my kids, my reason, my plea
To be the father you deserve, to set us free
[Chorus]
Hold on, I love you more than words can say
Every day I’m wishing I could wipe these tears away
This house of broken promises, I want to rebuild
Save myself before I’m permanently sealed
[Bridge]
Time’s running out, I’ve got to change my ways
For your sake, I must face these destructive days
redemption’s a road, long and steep
But for you, I promise, I’ll fight to keep
[Outro]
So here I stand, a man on his knees
Begging for mercy, praying to be free
From the chains of my past, I need to be strong
To right all my wrongs and carry on
Shae I Keep loving you from afar, my children, my heart
Even when we’re apart, I’ll never be apart
From the love I hold deep inside
Forever your father, with love and pride
