Heart not deserving

If i was my younger self. I'd beat the shit out of this new me. To old now to be popping off at the mouth. What are you thinking about. thinking we shake hands agree to the demands and both walk out. Silly mother fucker. Your a total sucker. For the dramatics. No need to panic. Can you stand it. Waiting for doors to close. So a brand new one opens. Fuck man , I'll be jumping out the windows, taking my chances on the pavement.

It's the little things that will set me off. Switch to different boundaries. Is this all you got. I hope not. You have to fucking fight for what you got.

Can't you see it's taking me, some time to open up. Still you can not see. What your doing to me. It isn't helping. The stress that shove deep down. A secret war that I keep hidden all to myself. This is how I felt. The heart you gave me was a heart not deserving.

I tried and I tried. Still I felt nothing inside. You traded this new day for a better tomorrow. What a shame. To what you seek. You could potentially claim. But it's just to damn bad. Ain't that fucking sad. I am who I am if they don't like that. Well then fuck'em.

It's the little things that will set me off. Switch to different boundaries. Is this all you got. I hope not. You have to fucking fight for what you got.

Can't you see it's taking me, some time to open up. Still you can not see. What your doing to me. It isn't helping. The stress that shove deep down. A secret war that I keep hidden all to myself. This is how I felt. The heart you gave me was a heart not deserving.

I said it once. I've told you twice. It's me thats feeling a little less at ease. Mother fucker please. You have needs. Feed off this energy . Wake from this dream. You think it was wourth it. Living a life for nothing and you didn't even know it.

It's the little things that will set me off. Switch to different boundaries. Is this all you got. I hope not. You have to fucking fight for what you got.

Can't you see it's taking me, some time to open up. Still you can not see. What your doing to me. It isn't helping. The stress that shove deep down. A secret war that I keep hidden all to myself. This is how I felt. The heart you gave me was a heart not deserving.