My Own Horror Movie

[scream] My own horror movie!

[rapped verse] Welcome to the mat, don’t you fucking tap out, that’s what I like to tell myself I’m all about. Every day a new killer in the woods, trading shots and fighting thoughts just like I know that I should

I keep on running running running trying to find my way out, but fucking Michael Myers man he never slows down. How am I supposed to build a better day for me, when I’m the director of my own horror movie

[sing the chorus] My feet are tired in this fire, can’t outrun my own desire, how can I ever be inspired when the water just gets higher? Would I even know just who I am if I finally let it all go? Your words of love are easy to say, but you can’t save me when all I want is to sink into my dismay

Throw me a lifeline, this hell is by my design!

[rapped verse] thought I put it all behind me, thought that I was on the mend, but here you are again this depression my oldest friend. I welcome you back in with open arms, I feel a sick kind of comfort when I feel the thorns.

I’ve learned to never doubt my own ability, I just wish I wasn’t my biggest liability. I am capable of achieving incredible things, but I can’t help going back for the way that it stings, every time I’m still so blind, I must really like the pain that it brings, what fucking joke am I to me, to be directing my own horror movie

[sing the chorus] My feet are tired in this fire, can’t outrun my own desire, how can I ever be inspired when the water just gets higher? Would I even know just who I am if I finally let it all go? Your words of love are easy to say, but you can’t save me when all I want is to sink into my dismay

Throw me a lifeline, this hell is by my design!

[rapped outro] Life doesn’t have to be this way, I already knew. Every day another killer in the woods, but are you chasing me or am I chasing you?