Hidden away

they ask how i'm doing.

I say I'm doing just fine.

But my eyes give me away.

Behind the empty words I say.

I try to hide.

I won't give in you can keep on trying.

I have become the ghost without even dying.

Just take a look at me

You will see,

Me drawing the lines, and creating boundaries.

Building walls so tall that no one can climb over it.

I guess it is possible, to own up to your own shit.

Hidden away under the mask of uncertainty and self doubt. it handed me the truth.

And i had to live with. between hope and remembering why it hurts. i was so busy trying to escape my life. Because all i new was hurt.

If you tell the truth, it becomes a part of your past. But, if you lie, it becomes your future.

i have to get you out of my head.

I don't want to fall in the same wounds.

When every bad decision becomes a moment and becomes permanent. And everything after that changes. i am far from cured, for the first time i felt everything, it burned so much, knew

i was finally coming back to life. i'm being asked to survive again with no ghost chasing me. i finally looked back, nothing was there. i can feel the weight of every version of myself. I laid there greaving. i forgot it was my only life that was happening.

Hidden away under the mask of uncertainty and self doubt. it handed me the truth.

And i had to live with . between hope and remembering why it hurts. i was so busy trying to escape my life. Because all i new was hurt.

If you tell the truth, it becomes a part of your past. But, if you lie, it becomes your future.

i'm loving myself by letting you go.

between hope and remembering why it hurts.

No one witnessed the pain willfully inflicted the need purposely withheld the desires silenced long ago.

Hidden away under the mask of uncertainty and self doubt. it handed me the truth.

And i had to live with. between hope and remembering why it hurts. i was so busy trying to escape my life. Because all i new was hurt.

If you tell the truth, it becomes a part of your past. But, if you lie, it becomes your future.