[Verse 1]
You drain my days
Chewed-up hours in your teeth
Every promise
Just a leash around my speech
Haunted hallway
Your name scratched into the paint
All my reasons
Bent and broken at the waist
[Pre-Chorus]
I tell myself
This is the last time
Last time
But my hands shake
Reaching like they’re not mine
[Chorus]
I’m addicted
To the hurt you hand me
To the way you strand me
In a room that smells like you
I’m addicted
To the push then vanish
To the slow
Sweet damage
I keep crawling back to you
Yeah
I’m twisted
But I’m addicted
[Verse 2]
You leave me scraps
Tiny crumbs of something kind
I call it hope
You just call it killing time
You say “relax”
While you tighten every thread
I say “I’m fine”
But I’m circling the drain instead
[Pre-Chorus]
I tell my friends
I’m already over
Over
But my pulse jumps
Every time you come closer
[Chorus]
I’m addicted
To the hurt you hand me
To the way you strand me
In a room that smells like you
I’m addicted
To the push then vanish
To the slow
Sweet damage
I keep crawling back to you
Yeah
I’m twisted
But I’m addicted
[Bridge]
Who am I
When you pull the plug on this illusion
Would I die
Or finally wake up from confusion
Every cell
Screaming for one more collision
You’re my hell
Dressed up like a perfect vision (oh)
[Chorus]
I’m addicted
To the hurt you hand me
To the way you strand me
In a room that smells like you
I’m addicted
To the push then vanish
To the slow
Sweet damage
I keep crawling back to you
Yeah
I’m twisted
Yeah
I’m sick with it
But I’m addicted