I’ve been living on the edge of disaster
Every step I take, it’s moving faster
You stood by me through highs and lows
Watched me fight, watched me lose control
For my friends and kin, I'm forever indebted
Through the chaos, your love’s embedded
You’ve seen me through the darkest nights
With your love, you’ve been my light
Thank you for staying when I pushed away
Your presence kept me through every day
I’ve caused heartache, I’ve caused pain
With my wild ways, driving you insane
You’ve watched me suffer, life's storm
Through the rough, you kept me warm
For my friends and kin, I'm forever indebted
Through the chaos, your love’s embedded
You’ve seen me through the darkest nights
With your love, you’ve been my light
Thank you for staying when I pushed away
Your presence kept me through every day
Dug myself into endless holes
Struggling hard, losing control
I know you’re tired, it's been tough
Seeing me burn out, life gets rough
I've done drugs, attempted suicide
Abused my body, couldn't hide
Jumped from forty feet, you watched me hit the ground
You watched on life support, all around
Nearly a month, I lay there still
You stood by me, with iron will
Even in a coma, paralyzed
You stayed by me, saw the fight inside
Wish I could've dried all your tears
Gave you hope, eased your fears
In those dark days, you gave me light
Made me believe I could win the fight
For my friends and kin, I'm forever indebted
Through the chaos, your love’s embedded
You’ve seen me through the darkest nights
With your love, you’ve been my light
Thank you for staying when I pushed away
Your presence kept me through every day
I’m sorry for what I’ve put you through
For the silence and the battles too
Nothing you could do to fix the mess
I pushed away, left you in distress
I know it’s broken your hearts apart
Watching me lose, right from the start
No matter how hard you tried to mend
I’d get your hopes up, then fall again
For my friends and kin, I'm forever indebted
Through the chaos, your love’s embedded
You’ve seen me through the darkest nights
With your love, you’ve been my light
Thank you for staying when I pushed away
Your presence kept me through every day
I’ve let you down, couldn’t win the fight
Despite your love, couldn’t make it right
So tired and hurt, the pain so bad
Life’s been a battle, all I had
For my friends and kin, I'm forever indebted
Through the chaos, your love’s embedded
You’ve seen me through the darkest nights
With your love, you’ve been my light
Thank you for staying when I pushed away
Your presence kept me through every day
Thank you for your endless care
For standing by when life’s unfair
I’m a storm of my own creation
And I regret all the devastation
