Verse 1
I’ve heard these whispers since I could speak,
Shadows murmuring, telling me I’m weak.
Not enough, always wrong, forever flawed,
A child lost, seeking approval but feeling defrauded.
I give myself to those who barely see,
Just to feel a love that will never be.
Yet every face looks the same to me,
They don’t want me—they crave what I bleed.
Pre-Chorus
I run in circles, never breaking free,
Caught between the love I crave and the love that buries me.
They love what I give, not the soul that’s cracked,
I give until I’m gone, but I can’t give it back.
Chorus
Use me, abuse me, throw me away,
It’s just another broken day.
I’m haunted by the love I’ll never know,
Lost in a place where shadows grow.
How could you love me when no one else could?
I’m drowning in doubt, misunderstood.
My brain won’t let me feel it’s real,
So here I stay, unable to heal.
Verse 2
I've survived desperation, clawing for more,
A sense of acceptance I’ve never felt before.
The love that comes is distant, cold,
I fill the gaps in others’ souls, never whole.
I am drawn to them, the same faces, new names,
They use my heart, but it’s all the same game.
I offer the love that I don’t know how to receive,
But in the end, it’s always me who bleeds.
Pre-Chorus
I wear these scars like a second skin,
Trapped in the cycle I’ve always been in.
Afraid of the good, convinced it’s a lie,
How could I be loved when all love does is die?
Chorus
Use me, abuse me, throw me away,
Another chapter in a book of dismay.
I’m haunted by the love I’ll never know,
Caught in a storm where I can’t grow.
How could I be too much for everyone else,
Yet not enough to love myself?
My heart rejects what my soul desires,
Trapped in the flames of my own fire.
Bridge
I want to break free, but I’m shackled by fear,
Afraid of the love that feels too near.
How could I ever trust that it's true?
When all I’ve ever known is love that’s blue.
So I sit in this silence, trapped in my head,
Wishing for a love I push away instead.
Outro
Use me, abuse me, throw me away,
It’s just another shattered day.
I don’t know if I’ll ever be enough,
But still, I search for that elusive love.
In the end, I’m just a broken soul,
Chasing a love I’ll never hold.