VERSE 1
Under the weight I am breaking,
Trying to hide what is waking.
Keeping the cracks from escaping,
But I feel it—
I feel it…
Sin in the dark starts to whisper,
Pulling my heart toward the fissure.
But in the chaos You enter—
And I fear it,
But need it…
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PRE-CHORUS
I can’t outrun what’s inside me,
The war that rises to claim me.
But Jesus, You’re the One who breaks me—
Then remakes me.
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CHORUS
Can You heal me? I’ve been sinking—
Deeper into what I’m fearing.
Not the monster they’ve been seeing,
But the one that’s
Here in me.
I turn into a monster—
When I’m far from You, Lord.
Be the pulse within my veins,
Be the truth I can’t ignore.
Break the chains inside my soul,
All the lies that took control.
Jesus, change me—
Save me from
The monster in my bones.
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VERSE 2
Under my skin something’s crawling,
Old sinful habits are calling.
But when I stumble, You’re hauling
Me back upward—
To freedom.
Why do I fight Your redemption?
Why do I hide my confession?
You see my darkest intentions—
Yet You free them,
Redeem them.
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PRE-CHORUS 2
I can’t pretend I don’t need You—
Every heartbeat bleeds to meet You.
Only Your voice cuts the deep through
All the shadows
That eat me.
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CHORUS (repeat)
Can You heal me? I’ve been sinking—
Deeper into what I’m fearing.
Not the monster they’ve been seeing,
But the one that’s
Here in me.
I turn into a monster—
When I’m far from You, Lord.
Be the pulse within my veins,
Be the truth I can’t ignore.
Break the chains inside my soul,
All the lies that took control.
Jesus, change me—
Save me from
The monster in my bones.
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BRIDGE
This battle shakes my life—
A war beneath the light.
But when I break inside,
Your mercy fights.
I turn into a monster—
When I run from Your throne.
But You step in the fire
And call my heart Your own.
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FINAL CHORUS
Can You heal me? I’ve been sinking,
But Your grace is what I’m clinging.
You’re the pulse that keeps me breathing—
Jesus, cleanse what
Lives in me.
I turn into a monster—
Till Your love breaks the storm.
Only You can change the core,
Only You can make me more.
Make the darkness lose control,
Fill the cracks within my soul.
Lord, invade me—
Save me from
The monster in my bones.