This song is dedicated For people like me, know u are not alone.
If u only knew where i came from! I came from hel and back stronger then ever because God was and is my armor, believe and never lose ur hope God is always with u
I lived my life in hell not knowing that God was on my side to fight the battles, giving up was not a option
every day raped , every day torture burning alive and dropped in a saltbad
Still alive, fighting a man who kidnapped me. No one who helped who reported him till one day someone came by since and police risked me and the kids. God is with us five long years
If u only knew where i came from! I came from hel and back stronger then ever because God was and is my armor, believe and never lose ur hope God is always with u
Free, i could not believed, at least i thought i was free! Tonight u was there again! Trying not to cryout in the Silence of the night the pillow pressed firmly to my mouth. I fought with u,resisted you, but i lost! You was to strong just like all the years.
If u only knew where i came from! I came from hel and back stronger then ever because God was and is my armor, believe and never lose ur hope God is always with u
Tonight you was there again, im struggling with my pillow as i was struggling with you, when u tierd my hands an my feest, put a gun in my mouth.. i wanted to scream but i could not, because the gun,now i can scream but i dont want to, not a word come out my mouth. Not a scream not a tear for help. My trith clenches with fear and choked words.Still i did not give up! I resisted at least i tried.but you was stronger! Only you did not assume for a moment that u would loose from me raping and tortured five year long. Now me and my children are safe, but still you are here. Unsolicited just like then.
If u only knew where i came from! I came from hel and back stronger then ever because God was and is my armor, believe and never lose ur hope God is always with u
Last night you was there again, jumped out of bed, chased away the worst darkness with a small light, and took pen and paper, if you only knew how many nights have passed that i cryed, trying to write my confused feelings on paper. In the hope to escape the power of the memories in witch you hold me capture of your raping and torture your abuse.second by second your words your movements graved in my brain.
If u only knew where i came from! I came from hel and back stronger then ever because God was and is my armor, believe and never lose ur hope God is always with u
Tonight you was there again again like every night. When u try to rapw me i run to the door and just like in a horror mavie the door dont go open!I run to the bathroom scrubbed myself with a stone at least for three hours till i bleeding, to get that vulnerable feeling away and try to escape. I went down and bit my tears, NO! You cannot destroy me no more!
No more tearss for you,
If u only knew where i came from! I came from hel and back stronger then ever
