Steady inhale, I’m trying to forget.
Now Exhale, drink down every last regret.
I’m Impaled, every box for death is checked.
Feel-lin stale, everything I touch gets wrecked.
I’m in hell, miss kissin’ on your neck.
Can I love still, wish I gave you more respect.
Needa pop pills, just to keep my mind in check.
I am not ill, who I’m kiddin’ I’m a mess.
I just pop seals, chug until there nothin’ left.
Would make a soul deal, just to hold her to my chest.
How my soul heal, when there’s nothin’ in my chest.
How the smoke feel, only thing I got left.
Depressed, every day I wake up stressed,
So distressed, every second my mind takin’ tests,
Johnny Test, I don’t mean to flex, but I’m the quite the mess,
Gimmie rest, moved to big TX, tryna get my checks.
Baby, I really tried my best.
I feel like a terrorist.
Left your heart all in a mess.
Never forgive myself for this.
I can’t.
I would spend a hundred, spend a thousand fuckin’ bands.
Just to hold your hand.
Walk, run, drive, gun through any fuckin’ land.
Just to see you smile grand.
Hold your face in my hands.
To hear I’m your man.
Say I love you, what’s the plan.
In your eyes, different lands.
Now I’m bland.
Said I’m really fuckin’ numb.
Perky on my tongue.
Feel the bullet from the gun.
Life is fucking dumb.
Without her, I am done.
Cold turkey from the sun.
Steady inhale, I’m trying to forget.
Now Exhale, drink down every last regret.
I’m Impaled, every box for death is checked.
Feel-lin stale, everything I touch gets wrecked.
I’m in hell, miss kissin’ on your neck.
Can I love still, wish I gave you more respect.
Needa pop pills, just to keep my mind in check.
I am not ill, who I’m kiddin’ I’m a mess.
I just pop seals, chug until there nothin’ left.
Would make a soul deal, just to hold her to my chest.
How my soul heal, when there’s nothin’ in my chest.
How the smoke feel, only thing I got left.
