Despair has released me i still am in the darkness. no chance for escape no light to guide my way. I have nothing left no hope no dreams no peace. My heart is broken unable to find the pieces. I drop to my knees in this place ,despairs hands on my shoulders . I look up into his red eyes ready to confess my sins. My soul is damned again and again my confession ready to be heard by my dark angel. Despite despair dark staring, I draw breath on dead lungs .For being unfaithful in life is not my only sin. I was a weak man who took his own life. Now in this void my own purgatory. I shout out my confession my death mourned by none, my soul forever damned. my heart no longer beats my dead eyes see no more. My confession never heard for the dead don't speak .