Broken Spoon Gospel

I woke up to the sink

Full of last night’s shame

Cold floor on my feet

Same hole, same name

The mirror kept its mouth shut

Didn’t flinch, didn’t lie

My hands shook like bad news

When I tried to get by

Say my name, say it low

Like you know I’m still here

I been dragging this grave

Through another lost year

I’m still here

I’m still here

Even broken, I’m still here

Hold me down

Hold me down

I keep drowning, I’m still here

(Still here)

(Still here)

I’m still here

Bills on the counter

Like teeth in a jar

Half-eaten dinner

And a scar on the card

Phone on the table

Face down, black screen

Everybody wants a version

Of the boy I used to be

Say my name, say it loud

If you want me to stay

I got thunder in my chest

And a stone in my brain

I’m still here

I’m still here

Even broken, I’m still here

Hold me down

Hold me down

I keep drowning, I’m still here

(Still here)

(Still here)

I’m still here

If I crawl, let me crawl

Through the wreck of my pride

If I scream, let me shake

All the rust off inside

I don’t need a clean soul

I don’t need a pure light

Just one hand in the dark

Just one reason tonight

I’m still here

I’m still here

Even broken, I’m still here

Hold me down

Hold me down

I keep drowning, I’m still here

I’m still here

I’m still here

Say it like you mean it

I’m still here

(Still here)

(Still here)

I’m still here