Rust On My Halo

Burned my hands

Holding all her chaos

Stayed through storms

She still called it painless

Tore my lungs

Screaming out her name

She walked off

Like I was just a stain

How'd I end up begging

On a floor I built for two?

Every promise bending

Till it snapped me out of you

I did everything, but she left me

Left me bleeding in the doorway, barely breathing (hey!)

Gave her every scar she asked for

Now I'm talking to the cracks inside the ceiling

I did everything, but she left me

Guess my best was just a target for her leaving

Pulled the halo from my head

Now there's rust where there was meaning

Bit my tongue

Till the taste turned metal

Swore I'd be

Her rock, her broken pedestal

Watched her pack

All my second chances

Left my heart

Folded in her baggage

How'd I end up begging

For a war I never chose?

Every word she weaponed

Was a bullet in my bones

I did everything, but she left me

Left me bleeding in the doorway, barely breathing (woah)

Gave her every scar she asked for

Now I'm talking to the cracks inside the ceiling

I did everything, but she left me

Guess my best was just a target for her leaving

Pulled the halo from my head

Now there's rust where there was meaning

Was it me?

Was it her?

Does it matter when it hurts?

All this love

All this dirt

In the mirror, I'm the curse

If devotion

Means erosion

Let it die here on this floor

Scream her name

Till it's broken

Then I won't feel it anymore (anymore)

I did everything, but she left me

Left me bleeding in the doorway, barely breathing

Gave her every scar she asked for

Now I'm laughing at the cracks inside the ceiling (yeah)

I did everything, but she left me

Turned her ghost into a reason to keep screaming

Pulled the halo from my head

Wear the rust

Like I'm still healing