The one who listens

As I sit here holding it all in the tears form,

You have seen me like this broke and torn,

Through every pain and every wish to die,

You wanted me happy from deep inside,

Your words have always been a light,

In a dark world where I lost my sight,

I know this sounds depressing,

But your not even second guessing,

Every time I fall you are there,

Every time I lost you are there,

Every time I cry you are there,

And every time,

In every way…

You care..

I may not be special that’s how I feel,

I may not be fine that I won’t heal,

I may lose control and lose my way,

You are still there saying I’ll be okay,

I keep holding the air as if you could hold me back,

And I can feel you hold me as my heart still cracks,

I know it sounds depressing but you say there is hope,

You are the only medicine that can help me cope…

I know that it sounds complicated and quite a trial,

But you always have been there for just a little smile,

I may be difficult to deal with but you try,

I want to thank you.. you can see it in my eyes,

You have been there and heard my cries,

If it wasn’t for you I’d still wanna die,

You are the reason I am still alive…

Thank you for being my light,

Thank you for seeing what I could not,

Thank you for helping me fight,

Thank you for showing all I had lost,

Thank you for going with me all these miles,

Thank you always for

wanting…

Me..

To Smile..

I..

Love..

You..