KMS!

i’m off my meds again can feel the depression kicking in ,

can’t get outta bed cause i see you in my head,

all my messages left on read,so i’ll stay here instead,

so many sleepless nights, i didn’t sign up for this fight, and i know i should move on cause you’re already too far gone

I hate you so much you ruined me. can’t believe this is how it’s supposed to be

I hate that you right down the street. i hate that you don’t miss a beat,

I hate that I can’t contact you.

this silence is so brand new,

I hate that you probably already moved on. guess i’m not that strong,

I keep hoping that I’ll wake up and you’re in my bed.keep hoping it’s all in my head

. I hate how long the days are now, i hate how i miss your smell,

I hate that I just wanna die. fuck it i think i can fly,

I hate that I can’t shake the thought of you , can feel the storm that’s about to brew,

and I hate that I dread driving through town, soon my body will be found,

I need to get out of here, drank way too much beer, think i’m gonna act like a deer. I can’t fucking stay here, let me get hit by a truck , my soul is stuck, i’m out of luck, this life fucking sucks, Oh my God i can’t stay here. let death get be out of here , i can feel the end is near, will you cry at my wake , what will be your take? i hate that you’re so fake , drown me in a lake , please for my sake, kill me , kill me , kill me