no contact

my heart hurts and my skin burns

it’s you that i yearn for and i know the lessons that you wanted me to learn

this time without you is driving me insane

i can’t describe the pain and i know that im the one to blame

so i will just sit with the shame

can you hear me when i say your name?

cause the silence is stabbing into my brain

i’m trying to be tame cause i know this will never be the same and i would hate me too if i were in your shoes,

maybe one day you can forgive me .

when it’s time just send me a clue.

a text, wish me the best, im a mess, depressed and stressed.

would it help if i saw you less?

i’m dressed for my funeral,

doctor says that im terminal,

i’ve seen it all, im ready to go, this house is about to blow,

do my wounds show?

can you forgive me, no? so then it’s ok if you just let me go

you said to let it be, does that make you feel free?

does that mean you fell out of love with me?

I could never write songs cause they all turned out wrong but you had a way with words

all the fans is what you deserve

they will listen to your music,

they will consume it

it’s your name that it will preserve and me i will just fade,

no talent to my name. but that will make it easier to forget.

but that thought makes me sick,

your brain will never be the same,

the memories will haunt you,

your eyes will shed tears of blue.

maybe not now or two years down the road but it only takes a moment for the tears to flow,

a smell or a sound

our hearts are always bound, and years down the road you will finally know

how i loved you so