Momma

I know life’s a bitch I been approach that

I just wanna get my old hopes back

To When I was a kid and didn’t know much

Now I’m dealing with these feelings of a grown up

My mind is going crazy I can’t feel none

This pain I wanna heal but can’t heal from

I’m dealing with a pain I can’t heal up

I’m sticking to my faith one day it will come

A time where we over it

I could use some healing

I know times when u was pouring in tryna get attention from me

Sorry for ignoring it

But really I never thought that I owed u somethin

And that was the problem mommy I owed u nothing

You gave me a life that I never even asked for

You shoulda sacrificed everything u had sacrifice for

My trauma traumatic I try to fast forward

I live in the past rewind and fast forward

Stuck in me I have no idea who I really am

I needed u was supposed to be apart the plan

You failed me in every way that u ever could have

But there’s nothing wrong admitting and saying ya bad

Let’s talk about it little u know is I need the conversation

One piece in my mind is a piece that is vacant

Wonder if that piece is a piece that you a tale and forsake it

Or take new memories and just try and replace