[verse]
Trying to breathe
But I have my hand over my mouth
The knife in my sleeve
Points down the path to slither down south
[verse]
Living in fear to take a breath of air
No matter the weight that’s shed it’s still there
Crushing my chest to puncture my lungs
Clarity is a stranger speaking in tongues
[refrain]
Every day I spent contemplating
It feels like I’m suffocating
[pre chorus]
By my own hand I’m struggling to fight this
The root cause of my internal crisis
Break my sanity I struggle to fight this
The root cause of my eternal crisis
[chorus]
Sulk from the pressure that clouds my actions
Tongue tied by my depredation
Setting fire to all of my factions
To attack the heart from desperation
I can’t speak my true intentions
I sabotage my own invention
A carefully designed intervention
To hide the things I won’t mention
[refrain]
Every day I spend contemplating
It feels like I’m suffocating
[verse]
The grip tightens
As this silent pressure builds
The panic heightens
As all my thoughts begin to spill
[verse]
From my brain and begin to flood my head
Moments pass regret what I should’ve said
Drowning in my sorrow I can’t breathe
I’m finding my biggest problem is me
[refrain]
Every day I spend contemplating
It feels like I’m suffocating
[pre chorus]
By my own thoughts I’m struggling to fight this
The root cause of my internal crisis
Break my sanity I struggle to fight this
The root cause of my eternal crisis
[chorus]
Sulk from the pressure that clouds my actions
Tongue tied by my depredation
Setting fire to all of my factions
To attack the heart from desperation
I can’t speak my true intentions
I sabotage my own invention
A carefully designed intervention
To hide the things I won’t mention
[bridge]
I put myself in this coffin
Hoping it would stop them
From killing my light
And controlling my life
I put myself in this coffin
Deprived of oxygen
I kill myself too often
So I put myself in this coffin
[refrain]
Every day I spend contemplating
It feels like I’m suffocating
[pre chorus]
By my own thoughts I’m struggling to fight this
The root cause of my internal crisis
Break my sanity I struggle to fight this
The root cause of my eternal crisis
[chorus]
Sulk from the pressure that clouds my actions
Tongue tied by my depredation
Setting fire to all of my factions
To attack the heart from desperation
I can’t speak my true intentions
I sabotage my own invention
A carefully designed intervention
To hide the things I won’t mention
[outro]
Feels like I’m suffocating
(Sulking from my actions)
Feels like I’m suffocating
(Clouding my intentions)
Feels like I’m suffocating
(So I put myself)
Feels like I’m suffocating
(In this coffin)
[outro]
[ending]
Changing_Conditions
