Up smokin

Got the pedal down, lights blur in the rain,

Chemicals running through my veins,

Telling myself I got nothing to lose,

But every mile feels like bad news.

Phone on silent, world moving fast,

Wondering how long this road can last,

Mirror full of ghosts, headlights in my eyes,

Got a feeling tonight might be goodbye.

I’m driving like it’s my last day,

Running from everything I can’t say,

One more hit, one more mile,

Trying to fake another smile.

If tomorrow never comes my way,

I hope somebody knows I tried to stay,

I’m driving like it’s my last day,

Praying I make it home okay.

Red lights flashing, but I barely see,

A stranger in the car staring back at me,

Thought I was invincible, thought I was free,

Now I’m scared of what I’m becoming to be.

Every turn feels like a loaded gun,

Every second feels like I’m almost done,

I hear my heartbeat over the radio,

Wondering if I should let this road go.

Pull over, breathe, let the engine die,

I don’t wanna become another goodbye,

Tomorrow might hurt, tomorrow might change,

But dying tonight ain’t worth the pain.

I was driving like it’s my last day,

But I found one reason to walk away,

Put the keys down, let the night pass by,

I’m still here, and I’m still alive.

Maybe tomorrow brings a better way,

Maybe I get another chance someday,

I was driving like it’s my last day—

But tonight, I chose to stay.