Is it true

I found myself drifting into thoughts that have everything that reminds me of how wonderful of a person he is.

I found myself standing near a guy and searching for something that feels familiar and resembles his smell cause his smell he just smells so good.....

I find myself wanting to be better not for him but for myself because he reminds me of who I am of character, discipline and I find myself wanting more of that ....

I find myself yearning for his touches because it's not just reassurance , it's peace , calmness and that protectiveness I never quiet got, But always prayed for

I find myself praying for his success, happiness, strength and wisdom because I take his success as my own ...his wins are like mine ..... ..

I find myself getting jealous at ladies that attempt to have him not because I don't trust him but because I as a lady know what they're capable of .

I have been strong for as long as I can remember and I find myself melting whenever he checks if I am okay not because I am weak but because his eyes show how sincere he is

But my walls are still up not because I don't like him or love him but because I am scared to love or be loved

So do I like/love him ...maybe a little...maybe even more or maybe till the end✍️