WORLDPATTERNZ
**Verse 1:**
High school sweetheart got me twisted in my mind
Three dresses for the casino, leaving logic behind
She asking me to tell her which one makes her shine
While I'm questioning every word, reading between the lines
She talking 'bout sugar daddies like it's just a game
Men twice her age got her speaking with no shame
I'm sitting here confused, driving myself insane
Wonder if she really means it or just playing with my brain
**Hook:**
Mixed signals got me losing sleep at night
She say she going solo but she dressed up so right
I know I ain't perfect, got my demons to fight
But this cyclical thinking got me questioning my sight
*Verse 2:*
She say she not going with nobody else tonight
If she don't care, then why she asking me if she lookin fly?
I'm drowning in the questions that I can't satisfy
Self-hate creeping in when I should be standing high
I know I'm not a bad person, trauma made me strong
But she got me second-guessing everything I thought I knew for long
Taking up my mental space, this feeling just feels wrong
When I should be loving myself, writing my own song
*Hook:*
Mixed signals got me losing sleep at night
She say she going solo but she dressed up so right
I know I ain't perfect, got my demons to fight
But this cyclical thinking got me questioning my sight
*Verse 3:*
Thirty-something feeling lost, don't know where to meet
Real women with real hearts, not the ones who compete
BPD got me feeling like I'm incomplete
But I'm tired of toxic love, tired of this repeat
I know I'm not ugly, got a heart that's pure gold
But I keep choosing poison, same story getting old
Narcissistic energy, manipulation so cold
While I'm out here wanting love, real stories to be told
Where the genuine souls at? Where the healing hearts stay?
I'm done with all the games that these toxic people play
Want someone who sees my worth, not someone who'll betray
Gotta learn to love myself before I lose my way
*Bridge:*
Maybe it's time to step back, see the bigger picture clear
Stop letting mixed emotions be the only thing I hear
I deserve someone who's real, not someone playing with my fear
*Outro (Freestyle fade):*
Yeah... I'm tired of this game, man
Tired of giving my all to people who don't give a damn
BPD got me feeling everything times ten
But that don't mean I gotta break, don't mean this is the end
I'm learning to love myself, learning to stand tall
Not everybody deserves access to my all
High school sweetheart, casino nights, mixed signals and lies
But I'm done letting toxic people dictate my highs
Thirty-something and rising, finding my own way
No more poison relationships, no more games to play
Real love exists somewhere, but it starts with me
Breaking cycles, healing trauma, finally being free
Mixed signals... yeah... mixed signals...
But my vision getting clearer now...
I see through the noise...
I deserve better
WORLDPATTERNZ
