style)
[Intro]
Yeah… uh…
(It’s the pain that made me)
Look…
[Hook]
Got these shadows on my back, I can’t shake ‘em off (nah),
Money stackin’ to the ceilin’, still I feel the loss (yeah).
Tryna trust, but my heart too cold,
Insecurities gon’ bleed through the gold.
(Through the gold, uh, yeah)
Insecurities gon’ bleed through the gold.
[Verse 1]
Came from the bottom, ain’t no safety net,
Mama was cryin’, I was breakin’ sweat.
Turned all the hunger into diamond chains,
But inside my head it still feel the same.
They don’t know the pressure when the lights come on,
They don’t know the nights when I’m all alone.
All this pain I carry, gotta mask it up,
Pop another flight, just to patch it up.
[Hook]
Got these shadows on my back, I can’t shake ‘em off,
Money stackin’ to the ceilin’, still I feel the loss.
Tryna trust, but my heart too cold,
Insecurities gon’ bleed through the gold.
(Through the gold, uh, yeah)
Insecurities gon’ bleed through the gold.
[Verse 2]
Look—
I been pourin’ out my pain in the double cup,
Even when I win, it don’t feel enough.
People in my circle startin’ switchin’ sides,
Say they ride or die, but they never ride.
Success heavy, but the soul feel hollow,
Leadin’ but I’m scared they don’t wanna follow.
Still I keep grindin’, no sleep ‘til dawn,
Prayin’ my demons don’t tag along.
[Bridge / Melodic Switch-up]
I keep runnin’, but they right behind,
Voices in my head I can’t redefine.
Even when I shine, they still gon’ show,
These insecurities won’t let me go.
[Final Hook]
Got these shadows on my back, I can’t shake ‘em off,
Money stackin’ to the ceilin’, still I feel the loss.
Tryna trust, but my heart too cold,
Insecurities gon’ bleed through the gold.
(Through the gold, uh, yeah)
Insecurities gon’ bleed through the gold.
[Outro]
Bleed through the gold…
Yeah…
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