SCREATCHING

Yeah, it’s hard for me to let go

Back and forth like a radio

Dial-up screeching, can’t find the flow

But I gotta wake up from this loop, yo

Always been a warrior fighting in this cage,

Hampster wheel spinning, stuck in a daze.

Thought breaking free was just a dream I’d chase,

But I’m tethered to memories, can’t change this place.

Kayla, you and I had our highs and lows,

Seven kids, we built a life, that love still glows.

But it feels like drowning in a deep sea,

In this playground of pain, where’s the real me?

I need to spiral out, break these chains,

Reality’s a ghost, battling these pains.

But when I think about the times we shared,

Can’t help but wonder if you really cared.

It’s hard to let go, but I know it’s time,

Got to cut the cord, escape this climb.

Hardware crashing, can’t connect to you,

But the laughter and tears, yeah, they feel so true.

Every prayer in jail, I just wanted peace,

Thinking 'bout home, would this hurt ever cease?

Roadrunner sprinting back into the past,

But the echo of our love feels like a shadow cast.

Late nights talking 'bout dreams we had,

Smiles turned to frowns, yeah, it’s kinda sad.

Diving deep to find the truth I hide,

Can’t ignore the fact, I’m torn inside.

But what if I rise, find a brand new beat?

Leave these ghosts behind, let my heart feel heat.

Forget the loop, I’m ready to grow,

Tired of the screech, I’m letting you go.

It’s hard to let go, but I know it’s time,

Got to cut the cord, escape this climb.

Hardware crashing, can’t connect to you,

But the laughter and tears, yeah, they feel so true.

So here’s to the moments, we tried our best,

But it’s time to find peace, let my heart rest.

Kayla, in my mind, you’ll always stay,

But now it’s my turn to find my way!!

goodbyes suckbut this it.

but our love did exist.

so this is it hard to say.

goodbyes