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You had me thinkin I was always at fault about everything that went wrong between us

Didn't change the way I felt about you, not the way I felt about us, not the way that I loved you but I did start to lose trust.

I held on to a dream and some memories and tried to leave all the thought that brought negativity,hurt,doubt or anything that drove a wedge between you and me behind me in a could of dust,

I wanted so badly for the negative energy that happened between us to be imaginary, but truth was it was a nightmare, a bad dream, a scary reality.

The only way I could see is becoming more then enemies, was threw therapy, and actually come face to face with the demons to hate scarred me so heavily.

I says things that I do not mean to hurt you so badly. The names I call you are not ok, I admit things I say and say repeatedly aren't always true and im sorry for these words and the hurt they bring you

Even after everything we've been threw, and at the end of each day I can't help but need you, I watch every thing you do. I love watching you learn things that are brand new. And get exited of a passion you have for the wood creations that you b dazzle with gems and lots of glue. Katrina. I can't fucking help it. But I fucking love you

Your laugh brings me to my knees your smile brighten s up my day I don't know what else I can say to make you believe that I really feel this way.

So please forgive me the fucked up shit I say

I really wanna touch your butt with my tounge and inhale you farts like a bong rip till I collapse both of my lungs, maybe gargle your bath water in my mouth then I wanna go down south I lick your .... Whoops I think I said too much