We were fighting, you were angry. Thought you wanted to make up with me. Told me to go to the car, and you grabbed your key.
You were speeding, I was real scared. You told me “Leave the car, if I dared.” You knew what would have happened. I guess I thought you cared.
Front seat crying, driver flying. I was convinced that we’d be dying. You don’t care, you go faster. It’s purifying.
Racer’s therapy! Our lives will pay the fee. Can’t pay for real talk, so you make sure I’ll never speak up.
Racer’s therapy! You ignore my loud plea. I won’t go home again, and you’ve made sure of that.
Car hits a pole, no one around. Ice in my veins, I can’t make a sound. I turn my head and see you, I know your Hell Bound.
We are alone. It’s cold outside. Yet you smiled at me. It was too wide. You pulled out the car again, and I went wide-eyed.
Racer’s therapy! Our lives will pay the fee. Can’t pay for real talk, so you make sure I’ll never speak up.
Racer’s therapy! You ignore my loud plea. I won’t go home again, and you’ve made sure of that.
Then you crashed it, smashed in my door. Trash was everywhere, glass on the floor. I knew that you weren’t stopping. Let my body soar.
I am gone now, it’s beautiful. Still it’s really not excusable. You are a murderer, that’s not disputable.
Racer’s therapy! Our lives will pay the fee. Can’t pay for real talk, so you make sure I’ll never speak up.
Racer’s therapy! You ignore my loud plea. I won’t go home again, and you’ve made sure of that.
Oh
Racer’s therapy! Hope my mom doesn’t see. I’ll meet her one day, she’ll get answers, finally.
Racer’s psycho brain! You know that you're insane? You took our lives, and you created so much.
Pain.
Lani Yaksea
