Pull Of The Dose

[Intro – (echoes, reverb)]
Yeah yeah yeah oh woooh oh no no no no 
[Verse 1]
Can’t feel my heart but I feel the pull of the dose (dose)
Can barely talk but I’m whisperin’, “hold me close” (close)
Every hit got me numb, got me faded slow (slow)
Say I’m fine, but my eyes tell you “no” (no)

Love the rush, but it’s killin’ me quiet (quiet)
Every high got me startin’ a riot (riot)
Tell myself I’ll quit, yeah, I been tryin’ (tryin’)
But every night feel like I’m dyin

[Pre-Chorus]
Love the feelin’, can’t deny it
Demons talk, and I don’t fight it
Heaven’s close, I might just try it
Maybe pain’s the way I hide it

[Chorus]

Can’t feel my heart but I feel the pull of the dose
(yeah… pull of the dose…)
Can barely speak but I keep saying hold me close
(hold me close… close…)
Can’t feel my heart, but I crave the dose in the quiet
(mmm… in the quiet…)
Barely breathing, but I keep on trying
(still tryin’… still fightin’…)

Love the feeling, is this what it feels like to die?
(feels like to die…)
Love the feeling, give any pill a try
(pop one… yeah…)
In the silence, I wonder why
(why… why…)
Love the feeling, I can’t deny
(can’t deny… nah…)

Is this what it feels like to die?
(die… die…)
Love the feeling, I chase the night
(chase the night… yeah…)
Through the darkness, I’m losing sight
(losin’ sight… mmm…)
Love the feeling, just give it one more try
(one more time… one more try…)
Is this the price of the high?
(price of the high… yeah…)


[Verse 2]
Holdin’ on to everything that’s left (left)
I don’t sleep, I just talk to my regrets (regrets)
You said “breathe,” I said “I’ll try my best”
But I still feel the hole in my chest (yeah)

[Chorus]

Can’t feel my heart but I feel the pull of the dose
(yeah… pull of the dose…)
Can barely speak but I keep saying hold me close
(hold me close… close…)
Can’t feel my heart, but I crave the dose in the quiet
(mmm… in the quiet…)
Barely breathing, but I keep on trying
(still tryin’… still fightin’…)

Love the feeling, is this what it feels like to die?
(feels like to die…)
Love the feeling, give any pill a try
(pop one… yeah…)
In the silence, I wonder why
(why… why…)
Love the feeling, I can’t deny
(can’t deny… nah…)

Is this what it feels like to die?
(die… die…)
Love the feeling, I chase the night
(chase the night… yeah…)
Through the darkness, I’m losing sight
(losin’ sight… mmm…)
Love the feeling, just give it one more try
(one more time… one more try…)
Is this the price of the high?
(price of the high… yeah…)
Can we keep getting high?
(keep gettin’ high… high…)
Devil tells me give it a try
(give it a try… try… try…)


[Bridge – emotional breakdown / singing]
(Yeah… oh…)
Can’t feel my heart, can’t feel my soul
Lost my mind, still won’t let go
Too far gone, but it feels like home
Every pill just feels like hope


[Outro – fading hook / echo]
Love the feelin’, I can’t deny (yeah)
Is this the price of the high?
Can we keep gettin’ high?
Can we keep gettin’ high? (oh no)

Emo rap, trip-hop, alternative rap, rap, modern beat, loud drums, bedroom rap, emo rap, raspy voice, male, dark, grunge