

Prompt / Lyrics
Intro – low, tired) Yeah… I don’t even like who I am at night. (Verse 1) Clock hit twelve and the walls close in Whole house quiet but my head too loud Thoughts running laps I can’t outrun Try to stand tall but I’m breaking down I say I’m good when they ask how I’ve been Got real good at pretending Smile wide in the daylight hours Then collapse when the sunlight’s ending There’s a war going on in my chest Every memory taking a shot Every “what if” loading a clip Every “maybe” tying a knot I don’t wanna call nobody Don’t wanna hear “you’ll be fine” Sometimes “fine” feels like a sentence And I’m serving mine (Pre-Chorus) So I sit there staring at the counter Like it’s calling my name again I know exactly how this ends But I still reach for it then (Hook) I beat the bottle till I feel sane Like drowning out the hurricane For a second it numbs the pain Then it comes back twice again I beat the bottle till I feel sane Like I’m fighting ghosts in my brain It quiets down the storm and rain But it never really breaks the chain (Verse 2) First sip hit like false relief Second one blur the edge Third one tell me I’m strong enough To stand back on the ledge But courage poured in a glass Ain’t courage when it fades Morning light show me truth In the mess that I made Head pounding like regret Dry mouth tasting shame Looking at the empty proof I’m the one to blame I say I’ll stop tomorrow But tomorrow feel far When the only thing that slows my mind Is sitting in that jar (Bridge – stripped down) I don’t want the bottle I just want the noise to end I don’t want the numbness I just want to feel again (Final Hook – more emotional) I beat the bottle till I feel sane Like I’m medicating rain Like if I drown it deep enough I won’t feel the weight of pain I beat the bottle till I feel sane But sane don’t come that way It’s just a temporary escape From a war I’ve gotta face
Tags
Depression, rap, male vocals
2:48
No
1/28/2026