(Beat: distorted 808s, eerie synth, slow trap bounce)
(Intro)
4:12
Still wide awake
Yeah
(Verse 1)
Eyes bloodshot, brain won’t shut the fuck up
Mind racing dirty, thoughts all fucked up
Sheets twisted like the sins I replay
Every bad decision coming back to stay
Scrolling through ghosts that I shouldn’t text
Half hard rage, half full of regret
Whiskey on my breath, nicotine chest
I don’t sleep, I just overthink stress
Ceiling looking like it judging me
Demons got front row seats for free
Every insecurity touching me
Like I owe the dark some company
(Pre-Chorus)
Heart still pounding in the dead of night
Body tired but my mind wanna fight
Sweat cold dripping in the pale moonlight
I ain’t slept right in like three damn nights
(Chorus)
I’m a fucked up insomniac
Wide awake where the shadows at
Brain on fire, can’t dial it back
Every night it’s a heart attack
Fucked up insomniac
Living life in a blackout flat
Sun rise but I still intact
Running on fumes and a panic stack
(Verse 2)
3:33, that devil clock
Thoughts so loud make the silence pop
Past mistakes wanna pick that lock
Every memory hit like a body shot
Neighbors sleeping, I’m pacing floors
Counting cracks and unpaid wars
Mind like a room with broken doors
Every “what if” screaming for more
I tried pills, tried drowning noise
Tried cheap thrills, tried fake poise
Still stuck in this head of mine
Like a prison cell with better design
(Bridge)
Maybe I like the chaos hum
Maybe peace never meant to come
Maybe I’m built from the midnight drum
Heartbeat savage, never numb
(Chorus)
I’m a fucked up insomniac
Wide awake where the shadows at
Brain on fire, can’t dial it back
Every night it’s a heart attack
(Outro)
4:59
Alarm about to ring
Didn’t sleep
Didn’t dream
Just survived another thing
(Talking)
Son of a bitch
Rezin
