Internalizing

Verse 1

I’m such a waste of space

I dont have time to deliberate

The reasons that I’m here

I’m just looking for something to make things clear

Pre-Chorus

I wish I was accepted

I wish I was more

I wish I was dead.

I wish I was never born.

Chorus

I ruin everyone’s lives including my own. Everyone I touch falls into the sink hole.

I’m so sorry I ruin lives left and right

I’m just trying to find the light

That you all seem to have

Why am I so bad

I hate my life it’s so fucking sad

Verse 2

I’m such a fool

Trying to look cool

No one cares unless bloods in the air

I’m trying to connect

But you all just deflect

My advances I don’t understand

Pre-Chorus

I wish I was accepted

I wish I was more

I wish I was dead.

I wish I was never born.

Chorus

I ruin everyone’s lives including my own. Everyone I touch falls into the sink hole.

I’m so sorry I ruin lives left and right

I’m just trying to find the light

That you all seem to have

Why am I so bad

I hate my life it’s so fucking sad

Bridge

I’m tired of this charade

Why do I keep playing into the game

I know I shouldn’t care

But it’s not fair

Chorus

I ruin everyone’s lives including my own. Everyone I touch falls into the sink hole.

I’m so sorry I ruin lives left and right

I’m just trying to find the light

That you all seem to have

Why am I so bad

I hate my life it’s so fucking sad

Outro

I just need to breathe

Look at myself more keenly

Stop searching for wholeness

In others broken pieces

And be my own healing