Am I ok?

Am I ok

I don’t know what’s real anymore

I can’t feel my way

It seems to get harder and harder

Every single day

I can’t stop crying

Everything feels so sad

I feel like I’m alone over here

In no man’s land

Am I ok?

Is this normal?

Why do I feel so much?

I can’t keep living

Like this

My tears and heart as a crutch

Am I ok?

Is this normal?

Someone tell me why

Does every single day

Need a good cry

I used to have laughter

I used to feel joy

I used to only feel happy

Never wanting to run

Now it is so different

Something I didn’t want

Somewhere I got lost

Can you please shout out

Am I ok?

Is this normal?

Why do I feel so much?

I can’t keep living

Like this

My tears and heart as a crutch

Am I ok?

Is this normal?

Someone tell me why

Does every single day

Need a good cry

Just one night without a

Tear stained pillow

Just one day without panic and fear

Just one moment

Where I feel I can climb out of here

It can’t stay this way

No one can exist like this

It is much to hard and dark

To be in this abyss

Am I ok?

Is this normal?

Why do I feel so much?

I can’t keep living

Like this

My tears and heart as a crutch

Am I ok?

Is this normal?

Someone tell me why

Does every single day

Need a good cry

I keep praying for relief

For the pain and hurt to end

For someone to find me

To reach out and say

I’m here my friend

Nothing yet

Still here on my own

Trying to survive

My heart slowly turning to stone

Am I ok?

Is this normal?

Why do I feel so much?

I can’t keep living

Like this

My tears and heart as a crutch

Am I ok?

Is this normal?

Someone tell me why

Does every single day

Need a good cry