Am I ok
I don’t know what’s real anymore
I can’t feel my way
It seems to get harder and harder
Every single day
I can’t stop crying
Everything feels so sad
I feel like I’m alone over here
In no man’s land
Am I ok?
Is this normal?
Why do I feel so much?
I can’t keep living
Like this
My tears and heart as a crutch
Am I ok?
Is this normal?
Someone tell me why
Does every single day
Need a good cry
I used to have laughter
I used to feel joy
I used to only feel happy
Never wanting to run
Now it is so different
Something I didn’t want
Somewhere I got lost
Can you please shout out
Am I ok?
Is this normal?
Why do I feel so much?
I can’t keep living
Like this
My tears and heart as a crutch
Am I ok?
Is this normal?
Someone tell me why
Does every single day
Need a good cry
Just one night without a
Tear stained pillow
Just one day without panic and fear
Just one moment
Where I feel I can climb out of here
It can’t stay this way
No one can exist like this
It is much to hard and dark
To be in this abyss
Am I ok?
Is this normal?
Why do I feel so much?
I can’t keep living
Like this
My tears and heart as a crutch
Am I ok?
Is this normal?
Someone tell me why
Does every single day
Need a good cry
I keep praying for relief
For the pain and hurt to end
For someone to find me
To reach out and say
I’m here my friend
Nothing yet
Still here on my own
Trying to survive
My heart slowly turning to stone
Am I ok?
Is this normal?
Why do I feel so much?
I can’t keep living
Like this
My tears and heart as a crutch
Am I ok?
Is this normal?
Someone tell me why
Does every single day
Need a good cry
Raven_Brooks
