[Verse 1]
We were already over,
But I was still carrying
A piece of both of us
Underneath my skin.
You said that word was filthy,
Said men who used it were weak.
You swore you’d never call a woman that.
Then you called me.
[Pre-Chorus]
I wasn’t asking you to love me.
I wasn’t asking you to stay.
I just never thought you’d choose
The one word you said you’d never say.
[Chorus]
“Stupid bitch.”
While I was carrying your baby.
While my body held a future
You helped put inside of me.
You used the word you called disgusting
Like disgust was what you saw.
And something in me broke
Because I knew you knew
Exactly what it would cost.
“Stupid bitch.”
You didn’t say it by mistake.
You reached for the ugliest word you had
And put my name in its place.
[Verse 2]
We weren’t together anymore,
So maybe you thought that made it fair.
Like ending the relationship
Ended the need to care.
But I still went to every appointment,
Held every fear alone.
And even when I hated you,
I never made cruelty my tone.
[Pre-Chorus]
You always said that kind of language
Made a man look small.
I guess anger showed me
You didn’t mean those words at all.
[Chorus]
“Stupid bitch.”
While I was carrying your baby.
While my body held a future
You helped put inside of me.
You used the word you called disgusting
Like disgust was what you saw.
And something in me broke
Because I knew you knew
Exactly what it would cost.
[Bridge]
It wasn’t just the insult.
It was the contradiction.
The man who said that word was vile
Used it as ammunition.
You didn’t lose control.
You made a choice.
You found the sharpest thing
You swore you’d never become
And gave it your voice.
[Final Chorus]
“Stupid bitch.”
Those words outlived the argument.
They followed me through waiting rooms,
Through fear, through every appointment.
You may not remember saying them.
Maybe to you it was one bad night.
But I remember carrying your child
And hearing his father
Strip his mother of her dignity
Just to win a fight.
You called me a stupid bitch.
But that was never who I was.
It was only the moment
You became the kind of man
You said disgusted you.
[Outro]
We were already over.
I was still pregnant.
And you still found
A way to leave a bruise
No one could see.
