Judgment Day

I wanna do more then survive

Just need to find a way to feel alive

Give me something to feel

Just give me something real

I gave all of my heart

Just to watch it fall apart

I pretended I was okay

Just to watch you walk away

Now as these insects take my skin

I know I have nothing left within

I wanted to grow but left it to my hair

Yet when it comes to you there’s nothing to compare

I won’t live by your judgment

You offered me a second life

I’ve just had enough of it

Second guessing myself to all your lies

I won’t live by your judgment

I’d rather walk with the devil

I’ve just had enough of it

Putting myself second to your shovel

I’d rather rot in my grave

Then to give you the time of day

I want to find something to feel

I need to feel something real

And to remain completely true

I’d never find that with you

I wanna do more then survive

Just need to find a way to feel alive

Give me something to feel

Just give me something real

Honestly for far too long

I knew something was wrong

I gave you my dying breath

But you were never impressed

Now as these insects take my skin

I know I have nothing left within

I wanted to grow but left it to my hair

Yet when it comes to you there’s nothing to compare

I won’t live by your judgment

You offered me a second life

I’ve just had enough of it

Second guessing myself to all your lies

I won’t live by your judgment

I’d rather walk with the devil

I’ve just had enough of it

Putting myself second to your shovel

I’d rather rot in my grave

Then to give you the time of day

I want to find something to feel

I need to feel something real

And to remain completely true

I’d never find that with you

I’m finding some serenity

In my sanity

Since you abandoned me

I’m seeing clarity

I thought you killed me

When you were filthy

But in the tragedy

Came a symphony

Serenading my fear

Of not having you here

I won’t live by your judgment

You offered me a second life

I’ve just had enough of it

Second guessing myself to all your lies

I won’t live by your judgment

I’d rather walk with the devil

I’ve just had enough of it

Putting myself second to your shovel

I’d rather rot in my grave

Then to give you the time of day

I want to find something to feel

I need to feel something real

And to remain completely true

I’d never find that with you