Wish

I wish you were mine…

I wish you were here…

I wish I would die…

God, I’m so tired of this fear…

I watch you walking away, each step ripping me apart,

Fear crashes like a wave, flooding straight through my heart.

Tired and shattered, sadness dragging me low,

I’m so done with the hurt — I just need to let go.

Fear rips me backward from every dream I chase,

Fear twists my hands into moves I never wanted to make.

Scared of what’s coming, scared to even stay still,

It pins me in place while the emptiness kills.

I wish you were mine, I wish you were right here with me,

I wish I would die, tired of drowning in fear.

Tired of this hollow that’s chewing me up inside,

I just wanna go away… disappear and die.

Scared of moving forward, scared to stay where I am,

Fear keeps me hostage, won’t loosen its grip or its hands.

Fear steals the future I’m too broken to reach,

Fear turns my choices into chains I can’t break or breach.

Tired of the panic that shakes me awake every night,

I just wanna vanish, slip into permanent night.

Fear rips me backward from every dream I chase,

Fear twists my hands into moves I never wanted to make.

Scared of what’s coming, scared to even stay still,

No air left to breathe, just the silence that kills.

I wish you were mine, I wish you were right here with me,

I wish I would die, tired of drowning in fear.

Tired of this hollow that’s chewing me up inside,

I just wanna go away… disappear and die.

Scared of moving forward, scared to stay where I am,

Fear keeps me hostage, won’t loosen its grip or its hands.

I’m exhausted from wanting what I’m too scared to hold,

Tired of the terror that’s freezing my soul.

Every tiny step feels like stepping on broken glass,

Wish I could end it… make all of this stop at last.

I wish you were mine… I wish you were here…

I wish I would die… so tired of this fear…

Tired of feeling this way… I just wanna go away…

Scared of moving forward… fear makes me wanna stay…

Just let me fade…

Fade away…