[Intro]
I wish you were mine…
I wish you were here…
I wish I would die…
God, I’m so tired of this fear…
[Verse 1]
I watch you walking away, each step ripping me apart,
Fear crashes like a wave, flooding straight through my heart.
Tired and shattered, sadness dragging me low,
I’m so done with the hurt — I just need to let go.
[Pre-Chorus]
Fear rips me backward from every dream I chase,
Fear twists my hands into moves I never wanted to make.
Scared of what’s coming, scared to even stay still,
It pins me in place while the emptiness kills.
[Chorus]
I wish you were mine, I wish you were right here with me,
I wish I would die, tired of drowning in fear.
Tired of this hollow that’s chewing me up inside,
I just wanna go away… disappear and die.
Scared of moving forward, scared to stay where I am,
Fear keeps me hostage, won’t loosen its grip or its hands.
[Verse 2]
Fear steals the future I’m too broken to reach,
Fear turns my choices into chains I can’t break or breach.
Tired of the panic that shakes me awake every night,
I just wanna vanish, slip into permanent night.
[Pre-Chorus]
Fear rips me backward from every dream I chase,
Fear twists my hands into moves I never wanted to make.
Scared of what’s coming, scared to even stay still,
No air left to breathe, just the silence that kills.
[Chorus]
I wish you were mine, I wish you were right here with me,
I wish I would die, tired of drowning in fear.
Tired of this hollow that’s chewing me up inside,
I just wanna go away… disappear and die.
Scared of moving forward, scared to stay where I am,
Fear keeps me hostage, won’t loosen its grip or its hands.
[Bridge]
I’m exhausted from wanting what I’m too scared to hold,
Tired of the terror that’s freezing my soul.
Every tiny step feels like stepping on broken glass,
Wish I could end it… make all of this stop at last.
[Outro]
I wish you were mine… I wish you were here…
I wish I would die… so tired of this fear…
Tired of feeling this way… I just wanna go away…
Scared of moving forward… fear makes me wanna stay…
Just let me fade…
Fade away…
