[Pre-Intro]
Packed a bag and didn’t look back
Diesel, black coffee, another state
Told myself I was getting stronger
I was just getting away
[Verse 1]
After you left I took the long road
Miles instead of sleep
If I kept moving I couldn’t feel it
If I stayed tired I couldn’t sink
[Verse 2]
Every town another body
Every night another name
I called it freedom, called it growing
It was armor with your face
[Pre-Chorus]
I made a rule and I kept it holy
Nobody gets that close
Love is just a way to bleed out
And I already paid that cost
[Hook]
Expendable
That’s what I called it
Expendable
So I couldn’t get gutted
[Chorus]
I built the armor so you couldn’t touch me
Worked my hands raw so my heart went quiet
Then I saw you and the whole thing rusted
All that steel and it still couldn’t hide it
[Verse 3]
They cheated too, every one after
Same knife, different room
I said “of course” like I expected it
Like I wrote the ending in you
[Verse 4]
I quit the road, came home harder
Thought I’d finally locked it down
Then one look and I’m that kid again
Heart too big, nowhere to put it now
[Bridge]
I didn’t get over you
I just got good at leaving first
That’s not healing
That’s a curse
[Final Chorus]
I built the armor so you couldn’t touch me
Worked my hands raw so my heart went quiet
Then I saw you and the whole thing rusted
All that steel and it still couldn’t hide it
I made you the last one who could wreck me
Then I wrecked everything else
[Outro]
Expendable
That’s what I called it
Then I saw you
And the armor failed