Sick Of Goodbyes

Sick of this bullshit, sick of the clock,

Sick of the way that my chest fuckin' knocks,

Sick of two days and five in the dirt,

Sick of pretending it don’t fucking hurt. (ohhhh, yeahhhh)

Tearin’ me, tearfully waiting,

Hopelessly, endlessly fading,

Carefully, cruelly sedating,

I’m fuckin’ done, I’m barely hangin’ on!

(Ohhhh) I’m crushed, hushed, stuck in the void,

Two days of heaven then I'm destroyed,

(Yeahhh) I’m cracked, tracked, losin’ my fight,

Drunk on your kiss, gone every night! (ohhhh)

Sick of the space, the silence that screams,

Feelin’ you close just wrecks all my dreams,

Sick of the hours I count in my bed,

Talkin’ to ghosts that live in my head. (ohhh yeahhh)

Beautiful, tragically wasted,

Misery, bitterly tasted,

Torture that’s perfectly laced in,

I’m dyin’ for more, I’m screamin’ for more!

(Ohhhh) I'm lost, tossed, high off the fall,

Only get pieces, never get all,

(Yeahhh) I’m tired, wired, chokin’ inside,

Swallowed my pride, now I just hide! (fuck!)

Sick of your scent stuck deep in my sheets,

Two fuckin’ days and then cold repeats,

Sick of the wishin’ and sick of the ache,

Missin’ you’s real — the rest is fake. (ohhhh, ohhhh)

Dreamin’ in digital silence,

Feelin’ the weight of this violence,

Tryin’ to smile through defiance,

But love like this? It's just a goddamn science.

(Ohhhh) I’m dead, bled, fucked in the soul,

You come and go, then I lose control,

(Yeahhh) I’m numb, dumb, tearin’ apart,

Bleedin’ your name right out of my heart!

Seven damn days, but I get you for two,

Five I’m in hell just thinkin’ of you,

Laughin’ through pain like a goddamn clown,

Smile on my lips while I’m breakin’ down! (ohhhh, yeahhh)

Chokin’ on texts I don’t wanna send,

Prayin’ to God that the ache might end,

But I’d still beg just to see your face,

Even if it means I break in place. (ohhh fuck yeahhh)

(Ohhhh) I’m torn, worn, broken in bed,

Two days of love, then ghosts in my head,

(Yeahhh) I’m done, numb, losin’ my soul,

This fuckin’ half-love’s takin’ its toll!

(Ohhhh) I scream, dream, drown in the past,

Hours with you — they vanish too fast,

(Yeahhh) I’d stay, pray, die just to try,

But every week I still say goodbye! (ohhhh yeahhhh)