Better that I go

Better that I go I need you but I don't got it

Not to be hateful or grateful but I know when I'm not wanted

I understand things never be the same

Just understand the reason I became insane

Way deep got me going crazy

I'm about to lose everything can you save me

but that's ok it's better that I leave

I feel like a burden I can't even breathe

what I need is peace in my life so I can live it

Bad news is seems like you're the only one to give it

It's now over 12 years and I'm lost as ever

I blame it on myself that our hearts were severed

Because I'll never put you down again that's not my intention

If I can't have you I still give you my heart and my pension

We went in wrong directions I'm totally lost

I wish we can be together again for that my fingers crossed

But I doubt it I have no hope just keep on living

At least I can see you everyday even though I'm just dreaming

Just teasing myself for a let down

Life's a mess now just a matter of time for my death now

So I can rest now r.i.p.

That's if I was selfish but still have life in me

Chorus

Better that i go i have to leave

I don't know what to do i don't know what I need

I can't breathe everything i lose it

Don't you see to proceed I can't do it

Better that I go I can't stay

The world ended for me that day

Better that I go goes through my head everyday

But I said no way I still look forward to a new day

A new day gotta keep living

Just my girls you brought my days to winning

The end to the beginning beginning to end

I got nothing but love for you and that's exactly what I send

Better that I go or better that I stay

I still never give up hope with you another day

But if I lost you again it's devastating

I'm already lost without you days are wasting

What I'm facing is just let it go save the hurting

Things are good but can easily worsen

Wish I had the answer wish this wasn't real

All the pain and suffering no one has to feel

Situation cause me to do anything to fight back

Not lose more at the same time get my life back

But what's my life without you I don't even want to know

Better that I go I can't take it anymore