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I wake up in a room full of echoes

Every thought’s a weight on my chest

Smiling like I’m fine in the daylight

But the night knows me best

I scroll through a thousand faces

Everyone looks so alive

I’m screaming inside but I whisper

“Yeah, I’m doing just fine”

There’s a war in my head I don’t talk about

I learned how to hide it well

But even the strongest armor

Still rings when it falls

I’m tired of fighting myself in the dark

Tired of stitching my broken parts

If you see me fading, please don’t look away

I’m not weak, I’m just in pain

I’m learning it’s okay to bend

Not every battle means you win

I’m still here, even when I’m a mess

Still breathing through the heaviness

Some days feel like I’m underwater

Every word comes out too slow

I replay all my old mistakes

Like a movie I can’t let go

They say “just think positive”

Like it’s a switch I can flip

But my mind’s a maze of mirrors

And I’m lost in it

I keep telling myself “hold on”

But my hands are shaking now

Still, a spark refuses to die

Somewhere deep down

I’m tired of fighting myself in the dark

Tired of stitching my broken parts

If you see me fading, please don’t look away

I’m not weak, I’m just in pain

I’m learning it’s okay to bend

Not every battle means you win

I’m still here, even when I’m a mess

Still breathing through the heaviness

Maybe healing isn’t fixing

Maybe it’s staying alive

Choosing tomorrow one more time

Even when it hurts inside

If I fall, I’ll fall forward

If I cry, I’ll let it show

I don’t need to be fearless

I just need to know

That I’m more than my darkest days

More than the words my mind keeps saying

If you’re breaking too, come sit with me

We don’t have to be okay to breathe

I’m still here, and that’s enough

Even when it all feels rough

I’m not lost, I’m just depressed

Still learning how to rest

So if you hear this song someday

And it sounds a bit like you

You’re not alone in the silence

I’m here too