Red lights in my room, feel the moon in my veins,
I’ve been drifting through the stars just to get away from pain.
I don’t wanna fall back, I don’t wanna replay,
Every time I close my eyes, I’m in orbit in your name.
Yeah, I’ve been on the edge, tryna balance out the lows,
Heart cold, ice veins, but it never really froze.
You were like a comet, flying through my soul,
Burned bright, then you vanished, left a shadow in the glow.
Countin’ all these moments like the seconds on my wrist,
Tried to numb the hurt but that feeling still exists.
You were like a dream that I always kinda miss,
Waking up alone but I swear you still persist.
Why you in my head when the night gets quiet?
Thought I let you go but my brain keeps lyin’.
Lost in the dark where the stars stay silent,
Still hear your voice in the cosmic sirens…
Red lights in my room, feel the moon in my veins,
I’ve been drifting through the stars just to get away from pain.
I don’t wanna fall back, I don’t wanna replay,
Every time I close my eyes, I’m in orbit in your name.
Sippin’ on emotions I can’t swallow anymore,
Tryna leave the past but it’s camped outside my door.
You were like a wave that I always hit before,
Now I’m drownin’ in the tide I was tryna ignore.
Yeah, the night hits different when your heart don’t heal,
Tell me what’s fake, tell me what’s real.
Thinkin’ ’bout the times when you made me feel,
Like the sun in the sky couldn’t break my shield.
And I still chase shadows in the moon’s reflection,
Still rewrite endings in my own projection.
Can’t outrun the past, there’s no exception,
But I keep on floatin’ in your direction…
Red lights in my room, feel the moon in my veins,
I’ve been drifting through the stars just to get away from pain.
I don’t wanna fall back, I don’t wanna replay,
Every time I close my eyes, I’m in orbit in your name.