Free

I thought I was free

Everything was beneath me

But I was wrong

Now my life’s a mess

Wish I could get some rest

But I Can’t sleep at night

Thoughts always running through my brain

I’m going mentally insane

All of these pictures in the frames

From when I was young

This shit isn’t fun

I just want to run

But there is no where to go

I’m trying to go with the flow

It’s hard to know

When you’re on the right path

Or the wrong

I just want to live free

I live on the land of the free

But this shit isn’t free

This is news to me

I just want to feel safe

In a better place

Where I can be alone

This shit isn’t cheap

I’m on way to deep

Cant even sleep

To many worries

I just wish I wasn’t lied to

Got told I would be free

Went through life thinking that

Now I’m at the point

Where there is no such thing as free

And it bothers me

I just want to be free

I fall down to my knees

Asking god why he lied to me