Darkness loomed as memory dissipated
Blocks of time gone
Only bits and pieces of time remain
The flashes of that night now haunt me
Maybe for all eternity?
Awake; and then it all goes dark
Time plays in slow motion
Only bits and pieces of time remain
Fading into the darkness like a nightmare
When will be the end of this game?
Intense pain awakens me
My eyes open wide to see
I cannot talk
I cannot move
I can barely breathe.
I want it to stop
I want to scream
Barely alive until it all goes dark again.
I wonder how long this darkness will follow me? Will it forever be seared in my mind? Will it forever be etched in my memory?
How many times will my mind go on repeat? Please tell me not for all eternity?