Afraid to die

First off to whom it may concern

I"m tripping with the homies waiting for my turn

In the mean time she don"t want to be mine

I don"t know what to do with my free time

See i hate to say it don"t know who to tell

The more I try to get up I always fell

Like my heart fail I refuse to go to dark hell

I"m tired of being the loser but I seem to play the part well

Slowly but surely I"m a find my place

All I went through I never lost my faith

My fate it"s always been in God"s hands

I"m trying to get even all this time I"ve been the odd man

All alone I just needed someone to be there

Much love family Ojeda showing me that someone really cares

I"m aware I"m so blessed I see that now

Nevertheless it"s so hard to get up when you been so down

For now I"m trying to get by

God give me strength because I got shit piled this high

I get high it puts me in another set of mind

If not depression I tend to find

Thinking about death I ain"t going to lie

Taking my last breath yes I"m not afraid to die

Borracholoco

Shout outs

Elizar

Johnny

All the oheyda family

Much love

Jas

Ada

Cat

Mar

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