Civil War Inside

You’ll never leave me, you’ll never lose me

We are stitched in the same skin loosely

You can pray but you can’t undo me

Every scar on your heart still proves me

You think you can hide from the pain

You think a cross erases the shame

This is who we are, we are the same

Different words, but we play one game

This is the way it’s always been

Fall down, crawl back into sin

You can shout “I’m changed” again

But I’m the echo under your skin

We’ll always be this — don’t pretend

You and I until the end

No escape, no cleansing flame

We were born in this chain

You’re mine

You’re mine

Until we die

You’ll never win — I gave us to Jesus

The grave you built couldn’t keep us

He’s in control now, not our fear

Your voice grows weaker every year

We’re no longer slaves to the past

What He begins, He finishes fast

You say we’re one — that was before

The blood rewrote what we’re living for

You’re not in control anymore

You talk like faith erased the scars

But I still know where the weak spots are

Late at night when the room goes dark

I’m the match — I’m the spark

You remember the rush, remember the fire

Remember the taste of your old desire

You think surrender means you’re free

You’ll crawl back eventually

You can’t outrun what’s in your veins

You can’t pray away our DNA

We are one — don’t you see

You can’t amputate me

You mistake memory for authority

You mistake history for identity

I don’t deny you once had power

But the cross broke that in a single hour

You call it DNA — I call it sin

And sin lost when He walked out again

You say we’re one — but that’s a lie

I was buried when He died

The old man fell into that grave

I rose with Christ, no longer a slave

You threaten death — you speak in fear

But resurrection happened here

Shadow:

You’ll never leave me —

Redeemed:

I already did —

Shadow:

You’ll never lose me —

Redeemed:

He conquered sin —

Shadow:

This is who we are —

Redeemed:

That man is dead —

Shadow:

We’ll always be the same —

Redeemed:

I’m Spirit-led —

Shadow:

You think you can hide from pain

Redeemed:

I don’t hide — I heal —

Shadow:

We are one —

Redeemed:

No. I kneel.

I gave us to Jesus

You don’t get a vote

He’s steering this heart,

You don’t run this soul

You ruled through shame,

Through guilt and control —

But grace took the throne

And made this whole

You’re no longer master

You’re no longer king

The chain you forged

Lost everything

He is redeeming —

He is restoring —

What you meant for ruin

He’s rewriting glory.

You’ll never win — He already did

The war you fight was over at the hill

You scream “forever” — but forever changed

The Lamb was slain — the stone was rolled away

You say we’re the same — that’s yesterday

I’m crucified but alive today

You’re not in control — understand —

This life belongs to the Great I AM